.: Dreams :.

People say that dreams are actually the unconscious feelings

and thoughts that you have deep down inside..

Some say that dreams are predictions of what is going to happen next..

Some believe that dreams are the contradictory to reality..

Anyways, I had a dream..

A bad one..

Dream about him..

That after we ended everything, we still have one movie ticket that we bought long,

before the break up..

In that dream, i came late to the theatre, hoping that he will be there and wait for me

already..

I was wrong..

That stupid shit never shows up..

I cried in that theater..

being alone..

among the audiences that laugh to the comedy serves in the movie..

or to me?

and my stupidity, naiveness and broken heart?

Am I that stupid?

That idiot?

That even strangers laugh at me..

I am lonely though..

My heart aches..

Painfully aches..

God please heal me..

Heal me o' Lord..

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